I'm sorry i am this way,
I'm sorry i hold back from things i have to say.
I never meant to hurt you,
Every word out of my mouth was true.
I care about you more then you'll know,
There is never enough time in the day for it to show.
There will be nights i'll shed tears,
Many nights i'll hold back fears.
Fears i have of loosing you,
Not knowing where to turn or what to do.
All i want is to make you smile,
Be by your side for every mile.
In due time i'll fill that space,
Then you'll see the smile you put on MY face.
Thanks for being my shoulder and ear,
I'd rather it be you then the bottle of beer.
I'm trying not to hide from the pain,
With each passing day i become more insane.
I know i don't help when things are bad,
In any case i just make you sad.
I try my best to make things work,
But in the end I'm always the JERK.
I know you see things differently,
Just give it time, just wait and see.
I'm not the girl of any mans dream.
If at all i make them scream.
So think real hard and make the right choice.
Trust only your heart and your inner voice.
I'll never leave you!
- Mood:
Confused - Listening to: the fish tank
- Eating: perogies
- Drinking: juice